我发现。。

我们的距离突然远了。。
虽然最近大家都和平相处，可是突然之间，我发现我们的距离远了。
希望是我的错觉。。
希望我们能好像以前那样，
可是一切都要往前走，
不可以停留在以往, 不可以原地踏步。。
发现很多你的事我都不知道，难道我得不到你的信任吗？
好难过哦。。
可是还是一样，要装着什么都不在乎的样子，
好痛苦，好伤心哦。。

terasa..

haihh..
hope that's not true, not me,no no no... =(

shit.....
haihh...
more sad now..
nvm..nvm...nvm...
thanks for all of those...ermm..
yes..thanks =(

wtf!!
my mood now shit like hell only..
no one can handle this..
thanks for telling me...

Am i thinking too much again?
We never be the same like last time..
And she din even forgive me actually..just that everyone want her to forgive me, so she just follow..
But everything she did showing me that she can't and never forgive me..
I don't know what to do, i don't dare to talk, because i scared being ignored..
I really don,t have the guts..
And only thing i can do now is just act happy in front of everyone, but sometimes actually i'm not..

I tried so hard to be normal in front of everyone, i try not to be sad in front of them, but I'm so not happy about something.
You guys are so happy together, while I'm pretending I'm happy..
I should do so..
thats all I know what to do..
I don't know why, I'm having headache everyday, which never happens to me so easily..
hope its just because not enough rest and nothing much..

I miss those days

I feel so lonely this week, every time I see them, reminds me of those happy moment.
I really hope that this is just a dream,
I want to go back to the pass,
I really hope I never heard those unhappy things before,
but I'm that sensitive,
nothing can make me calm when my sensitive thinking "appear"..
They are my close friends, but now I feel they are like strangers more.
Can I rewind back to the holidays?
So that everything can change after the holidays..
but this never ever happen..
I really hope everything can be back to normal next week,
I really hope we can talk again and text non-stop,
I really hope we can have lunch together,
I really hope I NEVER have a sensitive mind.
Can this happen?

煽风点火的人

讨厌那煽风点火的人，
要不是你，我们不会搞到这样！！！
明明你自己也是那种只会只黏着某人，可是却还说别人。。
现在还聪明到煽风点火，
让我和她现在搞得越来越陌生。。
都是你，我越来越恨你！！