I miss those days

I feel so lonely this week, every time I see them, reminds me of those happy moment.
I really hope that this is just a dream,
I want to go back to the pass,
I really hope I never heard those unhappy things before,
but I'm that sensitive,
nothing can make me calm when my sensitive thinking "appear"..
They are my close friends, but now I feel they are like strangers more.
Can I rewind back to the holidays?
So that everything can change after the holidays..
but this never ever happen..
I really hope everything can be back to normal next week,
I really hope we can talk again and text non-stop,
I really hope we can have lunch together,
I really hope I NEVER have a sensitive mind.
Can this happen?